transition;

her style tells so much about how she's so angry and fearless to the madness of this world.
is she rebellious or is it just the hollywood thing? well who am i to say.

even if the sky is falling down;

no matter what we do or what we argue, we always find a way back to each other.

ajai featuring iyad;

little cousins.

if i was invisible;

stay as long as you wish. because you belong here.

in my heart.

I WANT YOUR BAD ROMANCE;

ra-ra-ah-ah-ah
roma, roma-ma
gaga, oh la la.

i couldn't stop singing to this. it's just so funny!

i present you kid of the year;

this is mohd ajmal ajisni and popular known as ajai among our family.











in case if you're wondering, this is a list of his pets. he named them all.

twister on the floor;

today the electricity is pulling pranks on us all.

and you might not be interested to drive a manual transmission car if you're living in a city. my left feet is having a major cramp now.

and i'm thinking two is better than one;

it hasn't changed a bit.

the laugh. the smile. the scent. the warmth. the feeling. the butterflies. the look in your eyes. although your hair has grown much than before.

after all this time, we're still the same people. you're still the same favorite person of mine.

yours truly,

i'm going to blog as much as i could as long as i have something to pour in;

best kan kalau ada orang (atau beberapa orang) yang suka ikut2 kau.

terpulang sama andalah macamana mau intepretasi maksud saya ni.

it will be so soon;

i can't wait to go back. it'll be my sophomore year.

i can't wait to skip lectures because i'm so lazy to get up in the morning.

i can't wait for the assignments mounted on my table and i'll spend my every breathe, sweat and tears the night before the deadline to get them done.

i can't wait to see my warden and she'll be pissing off seeing us breaking the rules again. heehee.

i can't wait to eat at the cafetaria again regardless how bad the cook is.

i can't wait to shoot pictures of keningau's sky again. damnnnn keningau definitely has the best sky and cloud EVER!

i can't wait to see my classmates. i miss them so much.

i wonder who's going to teach us english next semester. i hope it'll be mr.gordian, or mr.david.

and most of all, elaun di manakah anda?

before it's too late;

via Postsecret

between you and me, between you and him;

finally my sister's flight is confirmed. she's going back to kl on the 26th. i know it's hard for her to leave; she's going to miss the familiar places, faces, and voices. if you know what i'm talking about. what does it feel like studying somewhere else, far from your home where you belong, and where you grow up. then you're going back to that place, leaving your heart at your favorite place.

but it's okay. she'll survive.

anyway, two days ago i met up with the double fika. yes i have some friends with the same names. they're fikah and feka. while loitering around the mall, feka came up with this, i thought very ridiculous idea, of getting an eskinol and an antibiotic called dalacin-c. i didn't know it was going to work out, since feka is a nurse she probably knows about the medicines, drugs and all. we went to the drug store and ask the pharmacist if he could get us some dalacins. the sale person then opened up a capsule of dalacin-c, put it into eskinol astringent and then shaked it.

feka's trying to convince me and fikah about how good it was. she has friends who were dealing with acne, pimples, zits or whatever you want to call it, and using dalacin-c diluted in eskinol was actually working for them.

so without any hesitation, i bought one for me. then after i went home, i google it and surprisingly i read many good reviews about it! it's quite cheap; the eskinol costs rm4 and the capsule is only rm2 each. after you wash your face you can apply it using the cotton ball all over your face. so far after two days of using i haven't experienced any irritation.

haha hopefully it'll work for me and fikah too.

angel cries upon me;

you said we're all in this together but i can't see that.

the feeling i'm feeling right now is more like, erm, i'm looking for a better word for this.

disappointed.

oh yes. that's it.

it's better if you do;

tidak apa, tidak apa. boleh buat.

yang penting, kuat.

i've never been a quitter, but i do deserve better;

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

saat2 macam ni lah juga semua benda tidak mau jadi kan?

i'm out of money, i lack of equipments.

okaylah i give up. i'm going back home.

coming undone;

-today went to see the 3rdice boys, meant to hand them the sounds unite pictures and then they took me along for a session in a studio near kepayan. after that we went to hang out at tanjung aru beach.

-left early because i need to see my dad before he took off to kl this evening.my sister and i head to 1b because she was so eager to take me out to movie and watch zombieland with her.

well, a sister got to do what a sister got to do, right =)

-got a phone call from pye saying he had an extra VIP PASS for micheal learns to rock live in kota kinabalu tonight. as much as i really wanted to go, i had to skip this one. thanks pye, yazid and kak mai for the thoughts and offers. really sorry couldn't make it...

-anyway, i'm thinking to watch zombieland for the second time around. who's with me?

like i know i would;

ya saya amat suka delete post lepas. post sebelum entri ini (bagi siapa yang sempat membaca) sudah dibuang jauh2.

tapi tidak bermakna saya tidak maksudkan apa yang saya cakap. haha.

ahoy!;

i enjoy using english pirate language on facebook!

amy winehouse - you know i'm no good;

just an old favorite from amy winehouse.



her voice is so good i don't even care what she's up to!

according to me;

you are strange, and beautiful.

say what i don't mean;

a good friend probably was trying to figure what's in my head last night. truth to be told, i didn't know what was i thinking. i didn't know how i felt or what should i feel. i got hit by words easily, i took joke seriously and i told him it's just the way i am, apparently. i was so sorry.

i told him things got pretty complicated recently. that's when he told me how life is not like in a book; do not make it complicated. but i told him my life is more like a movie.

because some people know my side stories and how they would love to see me down. simple, just like that. they are the best audiences i never wish i had. thinking of going back and imagining these people appear in my sight, really, are just plain sick.

they give that massive impact on me, and my life is like a movie waiting for a happy ending.

#1111;

it's never too late to apologize.

it's just that sometimes it's too late for the apology to be accepted.

let me be happy this way;

my sister got the phone of her dream she couldn't stop smiling about it.

i've got myself a new satchel bag. very cheap. rm18. you know how i love cheap yet pretty things. and oh, a new watch too! it's baby g in yellow color. not exactly the one i want but it's very similar. baby g tipu lah tapi, yang ciplak. rm12. kalau hit the button nanti ada lampu marak. hehe. suka!

counting cars;

photo by mofarad.

i can't go any further than this;

my resolution for next year?

bukan mau jadi rajin, bukan. bukan mau belajar bangun awal, bukan. bukan mau datang kelas awal, bukan. bukan mau hantar assignment awal, bukan.

perkara yang seangkatan seperti di atas ni tidak payah dibuat azam lagi, selamanya lah memang macamtu. jadi tidak payah susahkan diri.

haha.

saya cuma mahu




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